The Rule Breaker 2

Like they always say distractions will come. Always come. I go distracted along the line with some other normal dudes that followed rules and codes, soon got tired of them. I was after the rule breaker, he was the ultimate price. I told him about the side attractions later because I felt kind of guilty, we weren’t really dating, but I just felt he had the right to know. Who knows what tomorrow may bring. The reaction I got was unexpected, as the rule breaker I expected a calm talk or action. He didn’t like it, got pissed at the whole thing. Yh he took some shots couldn’t stand the whole thing. Then I felt good. At least he didn’t break any rules. He acted like the man, my man.

According to the play book. A guy lies to his woman not to hurt her, but the other side chicks he comes out plain. Now, he lies for fun, it’s something with him. He just lies like that, I chose to believe him. Don’t care if it’s really a lie or the truth. He’s breaking the rule. You’re meant to lie to the main woman. What she doesn’t know won’t kill her. But him, he’s protecting the female species, doesn’t want to hurt anyone. He lied to me once, a very big lie. Still trying to figure out why he did it. Is it that he didn’t want to hurt me? or he was just being himself. Whichever way, it still hurts. I can remember standing by my door crying when I heard her voice. Ohk we don’t want to get to the sad part let’s move on.

Things started changing for the good, he broke another rule. Guys like the rule breaker just don’t tell you when the game is getting to them. They don’t open up and tell you they like you, But he did. He told me how he felt and all that. He broke his rule and it made me happy.

We had romantic dates, just like real couples. There was something he used to say every time we were together. “This is how people fall in love or fall deeper in love if they’re not already in love” this got me smiling always. Everything was just rosy. I was in a relationship. But not with him, with the happiness he gave me. I was okay with everything. But nothing ever goes smooth forever.

I started feeling all funny in my tummy. Like I was wasting my time with this guy. Started having doubts about the whole scenario. H assured me that it will be all good in the end. Got settled for a while but the worry still came. We had this long conversation once bout his past relationship. It made everything worse because of some statements he made. He said some things later that will forever make me happy. He said he wasn’t certain about the future but he had control of the present. And one thing he knows is that presently he wants to be with me. I think I floated around for a bit. Can’t really remember. It was really nice of him to say that.

It’s over a year and some months now, and I’m so glad I made that decision to follow my heart.

I came to realize that when you love someone no play book works. Rules don’t follow; it’s just your heart that matters. Take every bold step you have to. Obey your heart even if it’s wrong. The best memories come from bad ideas and decisions. I’ll forever love my ….. Rule breaker. Lol I gotcha!!! U thought I was going to mention his name. Nah it’s a secret remember? Stick with rule breaker for now.