Like they always say distractions will come. Always come. I go distracted along the line with some other normal dudes that followed rules and codes, soon got tired of them. I was after the rule breaker, he was the ultimate price. I told him about the side attractions later because I felt kind of guilty, we weren’t really dating, but I just felt he had the right to know. Who knows what tomorrow may bring. The reaction I got was unexpected, as the rule breaker I expected a calm talk or action. He didn’t like it, got pissed at the whole thing. Yh he took some shots couldn’t stand the whole thing. Then I felt good. At least he didn’t break any rules. He acted like the man, my man.

According to the play book. A guy lies to his woman not to hurt her, but the other side chicks he comes out plain. Now, he lies for fun, it’s something with him. He just lies like that, I chose to believe him. Don’t care if it’s really a lie or the truth. He’s breaking the rule. You’re meant to lie to the main woman. What she doesn’t know won’t kill her. But him, he’s protecting the female species, doesn’t want to hurt anyone. He lied to me once, a very big lie. Still trying to figure out why he did it. Is it that he didn’t want to hurt me? or he was just being himself. Whichever way, it still hurts. I can remember standing by my door crying when I heard her voice. Ohk we don’t want to get to the sad part let’s move on.

Things started changing for the good, he broke another rule. Guys like the rule breaker just don’t tell you when the game is getting to them. They don’t open up and tell you they like you, But he did. He told me how he felt and all that. He broke his rule and it made me happy.

We had romantic dates, just like real couples. There was something he used to say every time we were together. “This is how people fall in love or fall deeper in love if they’re not already in love” this got me smiling always. Everything was just rosy. I was in a relationship. But not with him, with the happiness he gave me. I was okay with everything. But nothing ever goes smooth forever.

I started feeling all funny in my tummy. Like I was wasting my time with this guy. Started having doubts about the whole scenario. H assured me that it will be all good in the end. Got settled for a while but the worry still came. We had this long conversation once bout his past relationship. It made everything worse because of some statements he made. He said some things later that will forever make me happy. He said he wasn’t certain about the future but he had control of the present. And one thing he knows is that presently he wants to be with me. I think I floated around for a bit. Can’t really remember. It was really nice of him to say that.

It’s over a year and some months now, and I’m so glad I made that decision to follow my heart.

I came to realize that when you love someone no play book works. Rules don’t follow; it’s just your heart that matters. Take every bold step you have to. Obey your heart even if it’s wrong. The best memories come from bad ideas and decisions. I’ll forever love my ….. Rule breaker. Lol I gotcha!!! U thought I was going to mention his name. Nah it’s a secret remember? Stick with rule breaker for now.

The Rule Breaker 1

    You know there will always be this guy who’s going to be different. You can read all the play books for men but none will ever suit him. No advice in the book works for you, he’s just the rare type, and doesn’t act like other guys, just a mysterious fellow. You expect him to do this and he does that. He just seems to blow your mind every single day. Leaves you confused and wondering. Sometimes you ask yourself if you’re on the right track with this guy. Just when you decide to let go boom!!!!! He makes that killer move and wins you back. See this happens all the time and there’s nothing you can do about it. Truth is we will never get to understand men fully. Let’s take me for example. I met this guy, not super cute but perfect for me, my dream guy but……. There will always be a but here that’s because he’s not the ordinary type. He’s way too different; we started out as friends, no strings or emotional attachment. From the start he went against the normal “dude behavior”. Who hangs out with a hot chick and doesn’t make a move. Who does that? Yh I know you’re surprised, he didn’t. Anyways I couldn’t wait much longer I made the move. Took the bold step, very easy, ok it wasn’t that easy I couldn’t tell him to his face that I liked him, so I waited for him to leave the country. He was far away from me, I felt pretty safe. I told him over the phone that I liked him and wanted to explore and take adventures. Not to places though, I meant my body, my heart and his too. He was cool with it, no objections, but it had to be a secret we didn’t want any drama or awkward situation.  Eager me I said yhhhh.

You ever heard of that kiss that takes you to mars and back to earth, gives u flutters, makes you feel the spark? Ohhhh boy!! I had one just like that. When he got back I was sure happy to see him. Things were just as planned. Only there was no plan. Yh I can remember everything that happened that night. We talked, played, took pictures, laughed, it was so cool. It was time for him to leave, as usual I walked him to the door –not really a distance- already said to myself that nothing was going to happen. And then he said “come here” used those fingers to control me. I leaned in closer so did he and then he kissed me. That kiss I was talking about, there it was, so magical like I had my first kiss again, felt like a high school girl and it was wonderful. He left, leaving me on the bed to think. I kept on replaying the kiss in my head, did this for a million times I think, Yh let the adventures begin

I know your probably wondering why I’m telling you all these. I just think it’s an interesting story. And it will help you understand when I say this one is rare specie. I’ll call him the “rule breaker”. You notice how he broke the rule first. He let me be in charge. Men like to be in charge. They see something they want they go for it. He sure did want me but nahhhhh he did nothing. Still trying to understand him though.

Back to the story. The adventures started. It became a routine. Every night we met to make out. Was really risky because we were still trying to hide things. But something was still not right. It was just like I was in charge, I kept calling the shots. I like my man in charge. There I go again, he wasn’t my man, and I wanted him to be though. Umm… that’s by the way. I found it quite interesting, the whole thing very new to me. Secret meetings, locking my chats, but I sure did enjoy it, it’s what I wanted. He didn’t really like me then, I was just one of those hot girls drooling over him. He had many at that time, still does. He made me really happy. I sat one day all by myself thinking, was all this right? Was I doing the wrong thing to be happy? Was I blocking away others because I wanted to be happy? Came up with a decision to call it off, because it seemed like I was the only one interested in the whole thing. But then I put my happiness first and decided to stay put.

A secret it was meant to be, but for how long? Ever seen a girl in love? That glow and shine that emanates from her will tell you, the smiles and laughter. Was getting weak on my own side. People began to wonder. “Why are they always going out together?” why why why why. Some figured it out others are still trying to, good luck with that. It’s in their playbook that when a guy likes a girl he tells his pals, even if he’s trying to keep it a secret at least he tells one pal, nope he didn’t. He told no one, like I was something to be hidden. I told my girls!! Damn I didn’t mind, just needed to let the love out. He didn’t see the need to, he broke another rule.

Things started changing; someone was getting to like me back. How did I feel? Hmm that was a nice feeling. All I could say was finally! Finally things were getting good; it still felt like I was in charge here.

My Knight in a White Coat!

 

I’m sure you are wondering what I mean by a knight in a white coat. You are probably used to hearing ‘a knight in shining armor’. Let’s be real, people say they have found their knights but was he in a shining armor? I found my own night in a white coat not armor and I prefer it that way.

Admit it; you want to know more about my knight. I like talking so I’ll tell you. Of all places to find a knight, I found mine in a medical school. Surprising yeah! Don’t think I’m a medical student, I’m not, and my sister is the doctor. My own knight is a different kind of knight. He is not like the others, he is way different and rare. Maybe that’s the reason I chose him, you know I’m a rare gem too. Speaking of reasons, I’ve still not been able to figure out a reason why he’s my knight.

She’s not a doctor, why was she in medical school? Let me help, but please don’t think I was a patient there or something of that sort, I was in medical school because of my school and my sister. See, I had just come from Port Harcourt, a cute young girl. Lagos like I heard then was really rowdy and tough so I had to stay with my sis. She was my guardian then.

I’m so thankful that I came to LUTH at the time I did. Sometimes I think that all that happened in the past occurred so I could meet my knight. Back to my sister having an extra year, me spending five years in high school, finishing school at fifteen, waiting an extra year and deciding on doing diploma. If all these didn’t happen I wouldn’t have met my knight. God is indeed the master planner.

Knights are known for fighting their battles with the breast plate, shield, helmet and sword. All metal weapons. But to win a girls heart is no forceful thing. He won my heart with his simple white coat, amazing personality, good heart and good looks. From the moment I saw him I pictured a future together with him. I don’t need my knight to go all metal on me. No! That’s not necessary, I need my knight to go all white coats for me.

I’ve never really liked doctors. Who knew I would fall in love with one. As a kid I imagined myself being married to a doctor and how stressful it would be for me. I didn’t really know them. I’ve come to know one and he has won me completely. Oh! I just love the white coat:D

He’s my knight in a white coat. He fought a battle without even knowing he was. To show you how everything with him is at ease. He stole my heart without me even realizing. He healed all my wounds and filled the open spots left on my heart. He’s my knight in a white coat. The one I love.

I like to call him Jamiu though it’s not his real name. He lied to me once that he was a Muslim and Jamiu was his Muslim name. Turned out to be a lie, but the name still stuck. Jamiu is the most amazing guy I’ve ever met asides my dad. He is so smart and very attractive. And he’s a doctor that’s a bonus you know. He’s not the very perfect guy, he has his bad sides too, but his good certainly oversees the bad side. No one is perfect. A very romantic knight he is and definitely knows how to pleasure a woman. Most of all he believes in God.  We have so many stories together that if I decided to write about them I could write a book. I love Jamiu, he’s my sweet knight.

I’m not going to bore you with all my love stories about my knight. I just want to say that we are all different. Don’t expect your knight to be in a white coat. He may be in a suit or a t-shirt or anything. Just make sure that when you find the right knight, you keep him.

How to dress cute!!!

Every morning before i go to class, or before i decide to hang out ; i always face this challenge of what to wear? and I'm pretty sure I'm not the only girl who faces this problem.
having the right clothes is not the issue here, the main issue is matching them up in order to look cute. to put an end to this problem I've decided to start this series "How to dress cute". I'll upload pictures of clothes perfectly matched together. I'll talk about the latest trends just to keep you updated. i hope you like it and remember, always dress cute!!!!! much love * kisses* 

My Lesbian Dream

Moving into my own room was so exciting. I longed to be alone, just a little bit far away from my big sister. Getting a bed space in the hostel was just the best thing that had happened to me in months. Tope drove me that morning to my hall, complaining throughout the drive about my clothes. He kept on insisting that I had too many, but a girl never has too many clothes, do we?

That night I lay on my bed feeling like a proud room owner, I was already arranging the room in my head, trying to figure out where some things would be when a knock on the door interrupted my thoughts. I thought to myself ‘first friend!’ I was just excited.

She stood like she was a model, such broad shoulders, perfect shape and flawless skin. Tomi was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen, I was tripping and that felt really weird. She was really friendly, the next morning she helped me unpack and I really appreciated her help.

We became good friends. Tope liked her and that was surprising because he had never liked any of my friends. He thought all my friends were just too fake. Life was just perfect for me, I was free, my boyfriend liked my best friend, I wasn’t broke, I had all I needed, and life was just ok.

That Tuesday morning, I decided to make pancakes for breakfast and realized I didn’t have flour. I went over to Tomi’s room to borrow from her. I knocked on her door but she didn’t answer, the door was open so I decided to just go in. her room was empty, was just about to leave when I heard her voice from the bathroom she was singing. She walked into the room naked and I was stunned. I had seen her naked other times but that morning was just different. I couldn’t take my eyes off her naked body, it was so beautiful. What I really wanted to do was cup her round breast, run my fingers down to the area where the V was formed. She was perfectly mad by God. I noticed her nipples were hard and the way the water dripped from her hair to her body was just amazing. I didn’t even know that my nipples were already so visible in the pink satin night wear I was wearing. I could feel the wetness forming down there, the warmth between my legs made me weak. It felt just as if my legs could no longer carry the weight of my body.  I kept on thinking “should I just turn back and leave? Or stay and see what happens”.

Turns out I really wanted what was in my head to be a reality. I didn’t go back to my room, without saying a word I walked slowly to where she stood. We stood face to face for a minute and that was torture for me because I was so hot for her and wanted to be touched. She kissed me so hard with her tongue, that I lost my breath. I kissed back while caressing her back and butt with my hands. Slowly she kissed me down to my neck, I couldn’t help it but let out a slight moan. I didn’t say a word, but she could read my mind and know what I wanted her to do next. She kissed my neck more and played with my already hard nipples. I felt my nipples turning warm I looked and saw that it was her breath, she kissed my boobs and sucked my nipples, biting them so tenderly that it didn’t hurt; it just gave me so much pleasure. I didn’t realize I was already on the floor until she slid her finger into me. At that moment I swear I could see heaven. She hit it hard, she kept on going deeper and deeper, added another finger and another. She started saying my name, “Tayo! Tayo!” she had this very sweet voice, I wanted her to continue talking. At first the voice was so low and calm, like she was moaning but then suddenly it got so loud and I felt a tapping on my face. My eyes had been closed all this while so I opened them and saw Tomi standing in front of me with a towel around her body. She had this confused and worried look on her face. “Tayo, what’s wrong with you? You’ve been staring into the thin air for over 15 minutes.” I just smiled. “oh sorry I came to borrow some flour, do you have any?” what an imagination.